why now

Why now so late in the day do you ask?
why now so late in my life
there were so many things that I wanted to do
why now should you ease the strife

Why now so far do you call from
why now when I’m miles away
there were so many times when I sat next to you
I never thought I would see the day

 Why now so sure are you of my dreams
why now when my fantasies have died
there were so many times when I asked for a wish
there were so many times when I cried

Why now so wise in your wisdom are you
why now when I can think for me
there were so many ways you could have showed me right then
to be who I wanted to be

 Is it coz it will make you a better dad
is it coz I now don’t have a mom
is it coz you have overcome all the fears you had
why now when my 30 best years have gone…