Scan & Fix Raika

I’m just a machine in a god made world
sometimes I tend to be slow
I try to clean the junk in my recycle bin
but sometimes it just wont go

I hang like a laptop when the temperature’s too high
often my screen goes blank
sometimes the polite sentence I speak
is one of the default windows in my dialogue box bank

I’m on the edge when my batt is low
there are days when less than 7% is left
I hope that my master recharges my life
and he generally does with deft

I work really well and I am really prompt
I’d like to think im as tough as a an imac
even if boredom puts me on a standby mode
a lil nudge & im back

I think I am one of the quicker systems
god’s even given me a graphic card
I can entertain, paint, write and communicate
god shouldn’t have to find me very hard

I don’t think I will need to be formatted often
till date all the drives have worked fine
and most of the other systems in gods own network
are configured in sync with mine

Just like this laptop, that does all the hardwork
but doesn’t know why it exists
I question & wonder & ponder & blunder
alas! blasphemy I resist

Since no one can tell me why we i am born
even Rajkapoor just made a song
I will assume im important to the God who got me
after chasing his HR & admin really long

So just another machine in god’s made world
had some other work to do
but she went on a ‘scan & fix’ spree
and saved this ‘error report’ :) for you!!

he

He trys hard, if you give him a chance
He trys hard, even if he cant dance
He trys hard, if you are willing to wait
he trys hard if you have the faith
He trys more, he struggles within
he’s going on dealing with sin
he says all, only in his mind
he is rude, desperate to be kind
he cant help, he aint as sorted as you
he is he, not a woman like you
he trys hard, if you don’t make a face
he can read, he is just in space
he trys and fails when you he think he wont
he feels bad and you think he hasn’t yet learnt
he trys hard if you see it that way
he is sticking it out just like you
that’s his way of showing it’s true

deja vu

We have been thru the darkness of numerous fights
We have given up hope of ever seeing light
Im happy im shining like when I first met you
the gloom seems its fading, love seems as good as new

There are many fears that mould my thoughts
all that can be and all that is not
I give up on small things without a clue
I feel like believing in us again and in you

I don’t know where it came from that cloud of despair
creeped up on me one day, seemed beyond repair
I thought I had lost the man I once knew
maybe it was me, but today the moment feels true

i hope this euphoria stays for ever more
& the crazy moments are more than ever before
it changes perception, perspective and view
a pure piece of heaven this deja vu